Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Haha yeah~ this is my CCA for now~ n just now was my first session.. argh as its from 730 to 930pm CCA.. the place is rather dark.. furthermore its at Assumption English School (Bukit Timah) Lucky i have Deborah with me.. If not i will scared till i might pee my pants man.. haha then the school is between 2 Church.. so there are status and stuff.. and its rather scary to me lah.. I just got the fear in me.. haha lousy lousy.. Hmmm its an experience lah..what we volunteers need to do is actually to tutor them(mostly Secondary kids)..Argh.. Mind damn rusty lah.. super long never touch Maths le..must do my "homework" before the next session le.. lucky there's a direct bus from woodlands interchange to the place.. about 30 mins journey.. not so bad.. Anyway guess where m i now? haha M at Civics Mac with Deborah.. cuz a home can't really study lah.. haha too cosy! hmmm alright got to start serious work le! tata
i wiSh i wiSh i wiSh ;
11:32 PM
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
2nd day of recess week le... argh.. but its not really a break for me lah.. haha projects meetings.. CCA and some Enhancement Programme where my teammates and I got to do a project given by a company (its not part of my academic requirements though, just some programme that NUS had provide for students to do something out of their normal course of studies) Haha no choice too "enthu" le.. =X
Hmmm guess my only free day is actually today lah.. so m going to meet charmaine later at night for dinner.. haven't met up with her for quite sometime le.. miss her =X
Anyway something happened last night that really make me wonder what does human actually want in life? Is it always "regrets" that make one understand their "wants"? Why is it that the other will wanna go against the "wants" when be4 that he/she had also wanted the "wants"? Haha blur? While okok let me give u an example. In the past, A wanted this "wants", but B just neglect or heck care that "wants"...BUT only after going thru soo soo much, time passed, then B realised his mistakes.. he then "regrets".. B tells A that he agrees to the "wants" that A had long wanted and waited.. BUT...something just hinder A and prevented A from accepting the request.. Why can't it be like in the very first place B had just agreed, then there would not be so much problem? Hmmm Human Mind is sooo sooo complicated haha@!! If there's no such thing as "regrets" will things be any better? I guess its always "time" that says it all.. "wants" come too soon.. "regrets" come too late.. haha when is the right time man? When? *Pengx*
i wiSh i wiSh i wiSh ;
11:35 AM
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Banana can do all wonders man!! Guess most of my friends know that i love BANANA..=X haha okay let me show u some interesting wonders BANANA can do!- Depression: According to a recent survey undertaken by MIND amongst people suffering from depression, many felt much better after eating a banana. This is because bananas contain tryptophan, a type of protein that the body converts into serotonin, known to make you relax, improve your mood and generally make you feel happier.
- PMS: Forget the pills - eat a banana. The vitamin B6 it contains regulates blood glucose levels, which can affect your mood.
- Brain Power: 200 students at a Twickenham (Middlesex) school were helped through their exams this year by eating bananas at breakfast, break, and lunch in a bid to boost their brain power. Research has shown that the potassium-packed fruit can assist learning by making pupils more alert.
- Constipation: High in fiber, including bananas in the diet can help restore normal bowel action, helping to overcome the problem without resorting to laxatives.
- Hangovers: One of the quickest ways of curing a hangover is to make a banana milkshake, sweetened with honey. The banana calms the stomach and, with the help of the honey, builds up depleted blood sugar levels, while the milk soothes and re-hydrates your system.
- Mosquito bites: Before reaching for the insect bite cream, try rubbing the affected area with the inside of a banana skin. Many people find it amazingly successful at reducing swelling and irritation.
- Ulcers: The banana is used as the dietary food against intestinal disorders because of its soft texture and smoothness. It is the only raw fruit that can be eaten without distress in over-chronicler cases. It also neutralizes over-acidity and reduces irritation by coating the lining of the stomach.
- Stress: Potassium is a vital mineral, which helps normalize the heartbeat, sends oxygen to the brain and regulates your body's water balance. When we are stressed, our metabolic rate rises, thereby reducing our potassium levels. These can be rebalanced with the help of a high-potassium banana snack.
- Strokes: According to research in The New England Journal of Medicine, eating bananas as part of a regular diet can cut the risk of death by strokes by as much as 40%!
- Blood Pressure: This unique tropical fruit is extremely high in potassium yet low in salt, making it perfect to beat blood pressure. So much so, the US Food and Drug Administration has just allowed the banana industry to make official claims for the fruit's ability to reduce the risk of blood pressure and stroke.
wow wow.. guess all these are enough to convince u how banana can be your life right! haha.. always keep stock of bananas at home k? Cheers~
i wiSh i wiSh i wiSh ;
6:37 PM
Monday, September 18, 2006
I admit i am stubborn at times? haha or maybe most of the times, want things the way i want.. if not i will find fault.. Have always been receiving till i don't know how to accept the fact when i am being rejected.. I am really sorry to bring all this problematic part of me to your life.."wo zhi chuo le"
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6:28 AM
Sunday, September 17, 2006
Like maths, and accounting, differences tend to arise in life too.. differences will in turn lead to frictions in life.. haix..got to endure and perservere through ba... wish me luck man..
i wiSh i wiSh i wiSh ;
11:01 PM
Thursday, September 14, 2006
I know i can.. no more disappointment..will study real hard and concentrate on my studies..will not let ppl around me down.. especially him..
i wiSh i wiSh i wiSh ;
6:41 PM
Maturity vs Childishness
Independent vs DependentUps vs DownsHappy vs Sad
Encouragement vs Disappointment
Smiles vs TearsChanges vs Adaptablity
i wiSh i wiSh i wiSh ;
12:39 AM
Monday, September 11, 2006
Haix.. sometimes some things just can't be explained.. BUT why is it so??Taking things for granted again? no idea.. its just so hard to decipher what's going on in one's mind.. So should i just "follow" the flow.. If so.. then things won't turn out very good.. However, i am left with no choice.. cuz if i go against the flow i will be the one sufferieng again.. n i mean AGAIN.. Damn.. SUcks man.. Guess its how i am going to lead my life for the rest of the years? Haiyoh.. Stooopid is all dat i can say..Thinking too much? Yes and No.. Haha but who doesn't think of consequences? Argh.. whatever..haha so sianx Just wish Wed faster pass!! at least i know the weekend is nearing..but haha still can't really enjoy lah.. got tuitions and readings n tutorials to do for next week.. faints? haha Guess i also dunno what or where m i getting my conversation to.. guess m tired le.. Oh yar.. today's internet server sucks big time man.. loading so slow.. sometimes can't even display the page.. n worst of all..the means to communicating online, MSN, is down as while! so sianx.. nothing to do online without dat source of entertainment.. guess thats y i resort to typing this entry? haha as u know when one has nothing to occupy one's mind, he or she tends to think more and do some reflections of one's life..guess thats what i m doing ba.. -_-Alright me go do some readings le.. bub bye..
i wiSh i wiSh i wiSh ;
10:22 PM
Sunday, September 10, 2006
GOSH!! don't know what's with the bus i took today!! SUPER cold loh~ Rainy day today.. since morning till now~ gosh... Today got 2 tuition, the 2nd one is at parkway..so got to take 966 bus over to her place.. its around 4 plus dat i took the bus.. BUT due to the rain n the cold-blooded bus driver the air con was super strong! haha..n i got to struggle thru the one hour journey! By the time i reached the bus stop, my tuition asked me, you sick again ah~? gosh.. haha can u imagine how an alright person can get sick just by an hour journey? M i dat weak? haha but never mind.. after 2 hours..tuition ended.. n i tot the bus won't be as cold.. However, as i boarded the bus and saw the bus driver....DANG~ its the same cold-blooded driver!! Thats the end of my "warm" hope.. haha n again i struggle thru my one hour journey.. ARGH.. but its not the end yet.. as i live at admiralty, i still need to take another bus home, after terminating at woodlands interchange.. so i got to struggle for another 10 to 15 mins. haha. Okay.. finally home sweet home..drank a super warm cup of water n ate my delicious dinner.. n back to normal temperature.. haha or maybe i have also trained to become a cold-blooded person =X Alright got to get back to serious work.. gonna start to do my assignments again.. tata..
i wiSh i wiSh i wiSh ;
9:12 PM
Thursday, September 07, 2006
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee... A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous yes." The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed. "Now," said the professor, as the laughter subsided, "I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are the important things -- your God, family, your children, your health, your friends, and your favourite passions -- things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full. The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house,and your car. The sand is everything else -- the small stuff."If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued, "there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls." The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you will never have room for the things that are important to you. Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play with your children. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your partner out to dinner. Play another 18. There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal. Take care of the golf balls first -- the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked. It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend."
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7:42 AM
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
Should i be feeling happy or sad? Excited or disappointed? Better not think too much lah!! haiyoh!! Ah bish myself~ Lately, i have been bringing my "baby" to school with me! have been meeting up for next week's first presentation! Haiyoh... worst still its for my English module! GUess its English module that have been making me so busy with Uni life!! 2 lessons weekly, each lesson will sure to have new assignments.. sighs.. Hope after next week's presentation will be a little relax! After thinking, i doubt i will have time to relax!! Suddenly other modules' projects n assignments came flooding into my mind! Gosh.. haha never ending stream of work!Sept n Oct are the months when birthday greetings is a popular thing for me to do!! Sept Babies: 7-Lyn (poly), 8-Zuan Zhi (pri), 9-Pei Yi and Wee Luan (both poly), 10-Jun Yong (sec), 11-Pei Ni (sec), 14-Xue Jun (sec), 15-Felicia (sec),20-Pan Pan (outside),23-Sahar (poly),28-Jean (ex-colleague)30-Alvis (my brother haha!)Oct Babies:9-Joanne (sec),11-Huan Yang (sec),12-James (sec),13-Serene (sec) and Gerlene (ex-colleague),14-Shaika (poly),15-Marie (poly),16-Fiona (sec),18-Azrinah (poly),23-Yan Xin (pri),27-Zhao Yuan (cousin),28-Wei Hong (sec)GOSH!!! its like really alot lah!! HEADACHE!! haha Anyway this coming fri and sat gonna celebrate 2 of my gf's brithday, Pei Ni (on fri), Pei Yi (on sat)..I know i haven't been meeting my frens.. but i guess i m really busy.. n m controlling my finance..Maybe u all might think that i have drifted apart, but sometimes somethings can't be done..m i selfish by doing/thinking this way? i m not sure how u all will think.. but i know my true frens will understand my situations..n i thanks u all for compromising with me..like Jie Lin, she has been giving me words of support, encouragement and advise.. n not only her.. there're many too..so i really appreciated it.. Okay shall get back to work! Will blog soon again.. =)I must tell myself!! Everything will be for the better!! Bub Bye!!
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11:37 PM
Saturday, September 02, 2006
Feeling not very Up? But never mind everything will be fine n for the better~ No Pain No Gain!Yeah shall stick to this..Hmmm time flies..3 weeks gone going on to 1 month in NUS le.. But i guess without these group of frens, other than my true fren Meng Ching, that i have met i might have given up.. hmmm there are 4 of us.. (1) Meng Ching - Cheerful, Encouraging girl, (2) Deborah - Neat, Soft-spoken, Blur at times, Trustworthy girl, (3) Xue Ling - Helpful, Cute, Organised girl, (4) Chip Ying - Soft-spoken, Stressful, Neat, Hardworking..Hmmm actually their lists goes on n on..haha but i guess wat makes them so special is dat they are selfless.. I guess i m really lucky, cuz from young, thru the journey to different or new environments, i will sure to meet a few frens dat will give me the supports.. Guess afterall its the frens dat you meet make all the difference!! So cherish them..Okay got to prepare for tuition.. tata!
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10:17 AM
