Some feelings are just plain unpleasant, like being too cold or having a stomachache. Others, like grief or anguish or rage, seem so intense they threaten to overwhelm us, and we look for an exit. We resist the feelings, or turn our backs on the situation, or foist the blame and the responsiblity onto others. Closing the exits means staying with the feelings, whatever they are. It means letting them run their course, as a storm sweeps overhead showering rain and thunder, only to be followed by clear patches of blue.

hmMm dO yOu knOw hOw lOnG An ElEphAnT cAn LivE? iTs A lOng lOng 70!! gOsh.. n dO yOu knOw hOw thEy slEep? thEy stAnd n slEep, wiTh thEir thRunks Off thE grOunD n fAcinG UpwArds, Or iNsidE thEir mOuTh~!

dO yOu knOw y? cUz iTs nOse iS tHe mOst sEnsativE pArt. AnYthinG gEts iNtO thE "hOlE" thEy wiLL bE iN grEat pAin Or irritAtiOn.. hAHa OkAy dAts ALl fOr thE dAy~ bACk tO wOrk~

FROM now on, I shall make the past belong to the past and look to the future with a new vision.

The burden of the past weighs heavily upon the self. The past comprises both good and bad experiences, yet it seems to be human nature to recall the negative.

The effect of this spoils one's attitude and because attitude is the primary motivator to future action, the future is consequently spoilt.

Then one is inclined to doubt oneself in almost every aspect. There is less enthusiasm in life and the courage to create newness or face challenges lessens.

Recalling the past is also largely habitual. There has to be the aim to break that habit. Take each day as if it is a new life with new possibilities.

When I recognise the importance of time, I’ll know how important life is. I would understand that each moment offers something more significant than what is apparent. This perception enables me to make the best use of the present moment.

Thought for reflection:Disentangle yourself from regret, shame and guilt. Shake off the past and move forward with peace of mind.

i dUn wAnnA prOb, i Didn'T wAn tO..bUt..EvErythiNG jUst fiT iN sO cOincidEntLy..i Didn't wAn tO ThiNk. bUT mY hAnDs n minD ArE tOo stOopiD n buSybOdy.. jUst bY LiFtinG mY FinGers, AnD uSinG A biT Of mY brAin cELLs, thE piEcEs Of tHE jiGsAw jUst FiT sO EAsiLY. hAix. hOw i wiSh i hAdn'T hAd tOuChEd thiS jiGsAw pUzzLE..thiNgs wOn'T bE tOo mUch tO takE. hOw i wiSh i cAn "wAsh" mY hAnds n brAin Off thiS pUzzLE...hOw i wiSh.........

gUESs whO iS tHE LUckY pErsOn? nOt A gUy, bUT A gEr! A rEALLy dEar gEr frEn of minE! n dAt iSssSssss

~~hO mEi YinG~~

hAHa mEt Up wiTh hEr thiS AftErnOon, A lAst minUtE shOppinG plAn~ went tO biShAn firSt, dEn dOwn tO OrchArd. bUt.. hAHa hAd mAdE hEr wAit fOr me AGain! =X hAha sOrry GEr! bUT u mUst thANk mE~ mUst trAin yOur pAtiEncE! hAha! =X hmMm hAd LOts Of lAuGhtEr AgAin~ gOssip hEre n thEre~ HAha sO EnjOyAbLE~

hmMm On tOp Of dAt~ i hAd "drAggEd" hEr AlONg wiTh mE tO mY Aunt's hOuse fOr DinnEr~ HEe.. rEALLy ApprEciAtEd yOur cOmpAnY! n hAha mUst tHAnks mE AgAin~ fOr fEedinG yOu wiTh dELiciOus fOod cOokEd bY mY AunT~ hEe~

OkAy lAh.. mY turn tO bAthE lE! tAta! AnOtHEr rAinY dAy.. cOld cOld!

whiLE jUSt rEAchEd hOmE AbOut An HOur Ago frOm wEe SiN's bdAy cElEbrAtiOn At coStA sAnd~ As uSuAL, lOts Of fUn n lAughtEr! lOvE thEm ALL! hmMm bUt bE4 ALL thiS, i hAd mEt iNtO sOmE stRuGGLE. As hAd bEen plAnnEd, i hAvE 3 tUitiOns tOdAy, 1st OnE At khAtiB, 2nd At jUrOng EAst n the lAst OnE At pArkwAy pArAdE.

ActuALLy i wUn bE lAtE fOr wEe siN's bbQ, bUt dUE tO thE hEavY dOWn pOuR At jUronG EAst, n i mEan rEALLY hEAvY LiKE thE whOLE wOrLd wOuLd hAve bEen wAshEd AwAy bY tHE rAin, cAn'T EvEn sEe AnythinG, NOt EvEn thE OppOsitE bUiLdinG, iTS sO scAry! n EVErythiNg, ALL mY plAns, wEre bEinG dElAyEd....

fALLinG iS sO EasY, bUt whEn YOu wAn tO gEt Up..iT jUst sEem sO hARd..tOo mUch tO tAke.

hAIx i wUn puSh wUn fOrcE, i wiLL jUst stAy thEre n wAit. waiT fOr A hAnD. i wUn Ask fOr mUch. i wUn. i jUst nEed timE. lEt iT pAss mE bY. nEvEr Ask fOr tOo mUch iN LifE. i jUst nEed thAt hAnD.

iF iTs rEALLy tOo hArd, i wiLL UndErsTAnd. jUst lEt iT gO. jUst iN cAsE i wiLL puLL yOU dOwn, n iTs hArd fOr bOth tO gEt Up. thE wOrld iS crUEl.

EVEythinG iS sO UnbEliEvAbLE. bUt nOw i sEe, wAt lOvE mEans.

thOuGhts: i will stay n wait.

hAd jUst gOt thE tEmP jOb. stArtEd wOrkinG yEstErdAy. hmMm wiLL be vEry vEry bUSy~ pAckEd frOm mOrninG tiLL niGHt EvErydAy, ExcEpT fOr sUndAy. hmMm iN OthEr wOrds, i wiLL hAve A "nO LifE" kINd Of schEduLe;
Mon:work and tuition, Tues:work and tuition(at paya lebar!), Wed: 3 tuitions (from morning till night), Thurs:work and tuition, Fri: 3 tuitions (from mroning till night), and Sat: tuition, tuition , tuition~ hAHa

iTS mY LifE!

ArGh....y mUst thinGs tUrn Out LikE thiS? prESsuRiZinG, scAred, wOrriEd, UnwAntEd fEeLinGS! stOopiD mOnEy mAtter! stOp hAuntinG mE n mY fAmiLy! i m wOrkinG hArd! iTs jUst dAt i m nOt pAiD yEt! y cAn'T mY mUmmY jUst bE AnOtHEr hAppY mUmmY! ArGh! iTs nOt dAt i wannA raisE vOicE At her. bUt i m gEttinG iRritatEd..hAix.. OKAY!! AftEr thIS EntRy, i muSt be UndErstanDinG, n NOT lOse mY tEmpEr~ brEAthE iN breAthE Out~ iF i lOsE iT AgAin. ErH, i m bAn frOm gOinG Out On sUndAys?~ =X gUEss thiS wiLL sOmEhOw mOtivAtE mE? hmMm bUT ALL i AskEd fOr iS A hApPy fAmiLy.. frEe Of wOrriEs n FULL Of happInEss! mY daddY hAs bEen wOrkinG hArd As whiLE, bUt hiS natUrE Of bUsinEss iS rEALLy A LittLE hard tO strivE biG, ALL i cAN sAy iS iT takEs timE...rAtHEr lOnG timE... =(
bUt hE iS dEtErminE dAt hE wiLL sUccEed OnE dAy, sO i hAd TO Give hiM mY sUppOrt~ gO gO jiA yOu gO gO =)

ANywAy, mE gOinG fOr tUitiOn lE! tATa~

thOuGhts: things will turn out fine =)

People Envy Your Compassion

You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain. People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.

PpL dO hAvE tHE ThiNkinG dAt OncE yOu givE, yOU wOuLd ExpEct sOmEthinG iN rEtUrn. bUt thiS wOrLd iS crUEl... nOt EvErYOnE cAn bE sO LUckY..

mEan, cRuEL, hEArtlEss, rUdE......bUt wAT tO dO......iTs tHE OnLy wAy OuT. iTs mY LifE. i LikE tO LivE iT tHE wAy i m nOw.. i m cOntEntEd.. iTs nOt As bAd As yOu thiNk iT iS. sO nOt tO wOrry! LeAd YOur OwN LifE. ThANks n sORry.

jUst fEel LikE BLUrtinG iT Out. gEt iT Or nOt i cAn'T cOntrOl. mE gO Eat DinnEr lE~ TuitiOn lAtEr~ bUb byE`

thOuGhts: i knOw wAt i wAn..

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, he said...no.

She asked him if he would want to be with her forever....and he said no.

She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry?

And once again he replied with a no.

She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face

the boy grabbed her arm and said....

You're not pretty- you're beautiful.

I dont want to be with you forever. I NEED to be with you forever,

and i wouldnt cry if you walked away...i'd die...

I like u because of who u r to me.

thOuGhts: nO mAttEr wAt i wiLL bE bY yOur SidE, GiVinG yOU ALL mY sUppOrt =)

hAvE yOU ALL bEinG ApriL fOolEd? mE? nO~ bUt ALL i cAn sAy iS thE ThinGs dAT hAppEnd On thiS dAte iS nO jOkE! =)

Oh yAR thiS mOrninG whEn On wAY tO fEtCh vAnEssA (mY ex cOllEaguE's dAuGhtEr), iN 812 bUs, gUeSs whO i sAW?! iTs hiM! hOw On Earth cAn thiS hAppEn? iN brOad dAyLiGht sOmEmOre, sO i cAn cOnfiRm i nV sEe wrOngLy. hAha sO i gUEss hE LiVEs iN yiShUn =/ hAHa! OkAy lAh..stOp *drEaminG* lE! hmMm iTs tHe 6th timE lE~ =X kEke..

Oh yAR dEn AftEr vAnEssA's tUitiOn, hAd A lAst miNUtE lUNch meetinG wiTh mY AttAchmEnt's cOllEagUEs whiCh iNclUdE vAnEssA n her mUmmY~ AtE At sAkAe sUshi, nOrthpOinT, bUt wAs rAtHer gUiLty cUz AftEr finiShinG mY fOod i gOt To rUSh tO bEdOk fOr AnOThEr tUitiON, sO Didn't spEnd mUch timE~ sO sOrry~ wiLL FinD AnOtHEr dAy!

hmMm shAlL EAt mY DinnEr lE! Oh yAr dEn lAtEr 9pm mEetinG Nini fOr jOgginG~ wEeee. bUb ByE~

thOuGhts: Ni wO dE gU sHi