Saturday, July 29, 2006
Suddenly i don't want to do many things......
I don't want to give tuition
I don't want to grow up
I don't want to be independent
I don't want to make decision
I don't want to plan for future....Haiyah..basically i don't want to join the adult world..too many things to bear...
HAIX I AM SCARED!!! SO many things weighing down on me.. I don't even have the time to gasp for air that another decision just come to play..Can't even gasp for enough air dat i still have to race against time..i m no good runner..ARGHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i need to learn how to breathe again.. can somebody teach me?
I don't want to give tuition
I don't want to grow up
I don't want to be independent
I don't want to make decision
I don't want to plan for future....Haiyah..basically i don't want to join the adult world..too many things to bear...
HAIX I AM SCARED!!! SO many things weighing down on me.. I don't even have the time to gasp for air that another decision just come to play..Can't even gasp for enough air dat i still have to race against time..i m no good runner..ARGHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i need to learn how to breathe again.. can somebody teach me?
i wiSh i wiSh i wiSh ;
10:40 PM
10:40 PM
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
- Woman has strength that amazes man. She can handle trouble and carry heavy burdens.
- She holds happiness, love and opinions.
- She smiles when feel like screaming.
- She sings when she feels like crying, cries when she is happy and laugh when she is afraid.
- She fights for what she believes in.
- Stands up against justice.
- She doesn't take "no" for an answer, when she can see a better solution.
- She gives herself so her family can thrive.
- She takes her friend to the doctor if she is afraid.
- Her love is unconditional.
- She cries when her kids are victorious.
- She is happy when her friends do well.
- She is glad when she hears of a birth or a wedding.
- Her heart is broken when a next of kin or friend dies.
- But she finds the strength to get on with life.
- She knows that a kiss and a hug can heal a broken heart.
THERE IS ONLY ONE THING WRONG WITH HER.
She forgets what she is worth.
So gers and guys out there, now you know how fantastic women are? =PSo NEVER mess with the great~ haha
P.S.: Tears are her way of expressing grief, her doubts, her love, her loneliness, her suffering and her pride.
i wiSh i wiSh i wiSh ;
11:21 AM
11:21 AM
Thursday, July 20, 2006
For the past 2 days, i have been left without computer (which also means no surfing of webby and stuff), and my Korean Drama. Why? Cuz had stayed over at my Grandfather's place at Bouna Vista.. When school starts i gonna stay there more often le~ haha new lifestyle..? hmmm what to do life is never always the same!!
Haha one has got to adapt to new environment quickly in order to move on and find the success of life! haha but here i m, back at home again! haha cuz tonight i have a tuition at Admiralty (my area)..
Oh yar as i had mentioned before, i had taken the advance placement test on the 2nd week of July, and today had checked my results. Got exempted for one out of the 2 modules i took.. Congrats to me~ haha =) will work even harder when sch starts! erh anyway 2ml will be the Qualifying English Test (QET) gosh.. another nightmare to go thru be4 i will officially start school in August! Wish me luck!
Okay 5 more mins got to go for tuition le! haha so shall stop here for now! Take care frens! Bub bye!
Haha one has got to adapt to new environment quickly in order to move on and find the success of life! haha but here i m, back at home again! haha cuz tonight i have a tuition at Admiralty (my area)..
Oh yar as i had mentioned before, i had taken the advance placement test on the 2nd week of July, and today had checked my results. Got exempted for one out of the 2 modules i took.. Congrats to me~ haha =) will work even harder when sch starts! erh anyway 2ml will be the Qualifying English Test (QET) gosh.. another nightmare to go thru be4 i will officially start school in August! Wish me luck!
Okay 5 more mins got to go for tuition le! haha so shall stop here for now! Take care frens! Bub bye!
i wiSh i wiSh i wiSh ;
6:46 PM
6:46 PM
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
the last Korean Drama Series i had crazed over was FULL HOUSE acted by RAIN!! n yesterday morning i have started on this series called "My Lovely Sam Soon".. haha n again~ there's another handsome guy to craze about again! gosh! he has these deep dimples on both his cheeks when he smile~~ haha~~
Woops okok stop "fa-ing my hua chi le" =X hmmm anyway its about this rich n handsome guy falling in love with a fat n simple ger~ and of cuz there are lots of setbacks like third party n stuff..Okay below will be short descriptions of some of the main characters:
16 episodes
Synopsis
For all average girls in the world...According to a research, 73% of Korean women believe that they are fat. That's seven out of ten. Our lead character Kim Sam-Soon is not an exception. She just gained 7kg after having her heart broken.
She is a 29-year-old single who has an average life. She didn't go to college. She doesn't have her own apartment or a car. She doesn't have a boyfriend. Although she has baker's license, she got fired last Christmas Eve. She is one of us.
Women like her dream of romance that happens only in the movies, but they also know that it won't happen to them. They believe that they'll be happy as single if they love their work. Many of them dream of traveling the world for their whole lives. Sometimes they flutter when younger men try to flirt with them. They begin to feel pressured because they are afraid of aging. They still dream of something big happening though, something that will awake their forgotten dreams.
A Romantic Comedy Full of Tastes
The drama is full of interesting and attractive characters. All characters have unique personalities and intriguing traits.The plot of the drama is simple. But it has something for everyone. You will be able to relate to some characters in the story. They get their heart broken, get over their unsuccessful romance and move on. They work, get stressed, laugh and cry. They seek comfort and treat their emotional wounds.
KIM, Sam-Soon A 29-year-old baker (played by Kim Seon-Ah)
Sam-Soon is an average fat woman who is always full of energy. Her father owns a rice cake shop and she's his third daughter. She used to be a basketball player in high school. She's curious and talks to herself often. When stressed out, she'll eat, drink and sleep. She loves food. She knows how she wants to live her life. She was heart broken when her boyfriend cheated on her. She tried to get over him, but it wasn't easy. One day, her boss asks her out and makes a proposal. But he doesn't want her to be his real girlfriend. He suggests Sam-Soon to pretend to be his girlfriend for a while. Sam-Soon thinks awhile over his proposal. She never liked her boss from day one. She swore that she would never fall for such a guy like him. He's selfish and cold. But now, she desperately needs money to help save her parents' house. She finally decides to take his proposal and signs the contract.
HYUN Jin-Heon A 27-year-old restaurant owner (played by Hyeon Bin)
Jin-Heon suffers from his sad past. He had everything until the unfortunate accident 3 years ago. A handsome and smart man with promising future, having wealthy hotel owners as parents, it seemed that he had nothing to fear. 3 years ago, he made a mistake while driving, and the accident killed both his brother and his wife in the car. Jin-Heon injured his left leg from the accident. And later, his long loved girlfriend left him without giving him any explanation. He became cold-hearted and twisted after the accident. His feeling of guilt was too much to bear. He becomes to despise himself and convinced that he doesn't deserve to be happy. When he was in such great agony and pain, the woman he loved left him with no explanation. She only asked him to wait for 3 years. That was it.
YOO Hee-Jin Jin-Heon's old girlfriend (played by Jeong Ryeo-Won)
Hee-Jin is a beautiful woman who is smart, kind and rich. She's the only daughter of a wealthy family. She was born with a silver spoon. She met Jin-Heon in high school and they were together for 6 years. They were deeply in love. When her parents moved to America, she decided to stay with Jin-Heon in Korea. She wanted to be his wife. She had to leave the country to cure her disease. She had several painful surgeries and 2 years of treatment. She fought her disease and fear of death. She only wanted to live so she could go back to Jin-Heon. Finally, her condition was remarkably improved. She goes back to Korea to see her boyfriend Jin-Heon. When she asks Jin-Heon to come back to her, he tells her that he's in love with someone else, Sam-Soon.
KIM Henry , adopted Korean American doctor (played by Daniel Henney)
Henry was adopted when he was two years old by a very religious American couple. He lived in the States since then. He has practical and scientific mind yet warm and generous heart. He is a gentle person, but doesn't like to talk much. Since he grew up in the states, he doesn't speak much Korean. He fell in love with Hee-Jin when he first met her as her doctor. He did everything to cure her as a doctor. Although he knows that Hee-Jin doesn't love him as a man but only respects him as her doctor, he expects nothing from her. He knows that Hee-Jin is fighting cancer only to go back to Jin-Heon. He is just happy that he can help her and take care of her. When Hee-Jin suddenly left America without completing her treatment period, he follows her to Korea. As her physician, he stays at the same hotel with her and continues taking care of her. His only concern is her health and happiness. He truly hopes that Hee-Jin will be fully recovered soon and finally get Jin-Heon back.
- Sam Soon & Jin Heon -
- Dashing Jin Heon -
Woops okok stop "fa-ing my hua chi le" =X hmmm anyway its about this rich n handsome guy falling in love with a fat n simple ger~ and of cuz there are lots of setbacks like third party n stuff..Okay below will be short descriptions of some of the main characters:
16 episodes
Synopsis
For all average girls in the world...According to a research, 73% of Korean women believe that they are fat. That's seven out of ten. Our lead character Kim Sam-Soon is not an exception. She just gained 7kg after having her heart broken.
She is a 29-year-old single who has an average life. She didn't go to college. She doesn't have her own apartment or a car. She doesn't have a boyfriend. Although she has baker's license, she got fired last Christmas Eve. She is one of us.
Women like her dream of romance that happens only in the movies, but they also know that it won't happen to them. They believe that they'll be happy as single if they love their work. Many of them dream of traveling the world for their whole lives. Sometimes they flutter when younger men try to flirt with them. They begin to feel pressured because they are afraid of aging. They still dream of something big happening though, something that will awake their forgotten dreams.
A Romantic Comedy Full of Tastes
The drama is full of interesting and attractive characters. All characters have unique personalities and intriguing traits.The plot of the drama is simple. But it has something for everyone. You will be able to relate to some characters in the story. They get their heart broken, get over their unsuccessful romance and move on. They work, get stressed, laugh and cry. They seek comfort and treat their emotional wounds.
KIM, Sam-Soon A 29-year-old baker (played by Kim Seon-Ah)
Sam-Soon is an average fat woman who is always full of energy. Her father owns a rice cake shop and she's his third daughter. She used to be a basketball player in high school. She's curious and talks to herself often. When stressed out, she'll eat, drink and sleep. She loves food. She knows how she wants to live her life. She was heart broken when her boyfriend cheated on her. She tried to get over him, but it wasn't easy. One day, her boss asks her out and makes a proposal. But he doesn't want her to be his real girlfriend. He suggests Sam-Soon to pretend to be his girlfriend for a while. Sam-Soon thinks awhile over his proposal. She never liked her boss from day one. She swore that she would never fall for such a guy like him. He's selfish and cold. But now, she desperately needs money to help save her parents' house. She finally decides to take his proposal and signs the contract.
HYUN Jin-Heon A 27-year-old restaurant owner (played by Hyeon Bin)
Jin-Heon suffers from his sad past. He had everything until the unfortunate accident 3 years ago. A handsome and smart man with promising future, having wealthy hotel owners as parents, it seemed that he had nothing to fear. 3 years ago, he made a mistake while driving, and the accident killed both his brother and his wife in the car. Jin-Heon injured his left leg from the accident. And later, his long loved girlfriend left him without giving him any explanation. He became cold-hearted and twisted after the accident. His feeling of guilt was too much to bear. He becomes to despise himself and convinced that he doesn't deserve to be happy. When he was in such great agony and pain, the woman he loved left him with no explanation. She only asked him to wait for 3 years. That was it.
YOO Hee-Jin Jin-Heon's old girlfriend (played by Jeong Ryeo-Won)
Hee-Jin is a beautiful woman who is smart, kind and rich. She's the only daughter of a wealthy family. She was born with a silver spoon. She met Jin-Heon in high school and they were together for 6 years. They were deeply in love. When her parents moved to America, she decided to stay with Jin-Heon in Korea. She wanted to be his wife. She had to leave the country to cure her disease. She had several painful surgeries and 2 years of treatment. She fought her disease and fear of death. She only wanted to live so she could go back to Jin-Heon. Finally, her condition was remarkably improved. She goes back to Korea to see her boyfriend Jin-Heon. When she asks Jin-Heon to come back to her, he tells her that he's in love with someone else, Sam-Soon.
KIM Henry , adopted Korean American doctor (played by Daniel Henney)
Henry was adopted when he was two years old by a very religious American couple. He lived in the States since then. He has practical and scientific mind yet warm and generous heart. He is a gentle person, but doesn't like to talk much. Since he grew up in the states, he doesn't speak much Korean. He fell in love with Hee-Jin when he first met her as her doctor. He did everything to cure her as a doctor. Although he knows that Hee-Jin doesn't love him as a man but only respects him as her doctor, he expects nothing from her. He knows that Hee-Jin is fighting cancer only to go back to Jin-Heon. He is just happy that he can help her and take care of her. When Hee-Jin suddenly left America without completing her treatment period, he follows her to Korea. As her physician, he stays at the same hotel with her and continues taking care of her. His only concern is her health and happiness. He truly hopes that Hee-Jin will be fully recovered soon and finally get Jin-Heon back.
- Sam Soon & Jin Heon -
- Dashing Jin Heon -
- Hee Jin & Henry -
- Love is complicated -
i wiSh i wiSh i wiSh ;
7:35 AM
7:35 AM
Friday, July 14, 2006
Hmmm today is the day my ger fren, Shannon, flies over to Sydney to further her studies n pursue her degree~ Just here to wish her all the best~ Anyway had met up with her 2 days ago (on Wednesday) with Wee Luan, Li Chin, Jasmine, JieLin n Baboo.. had dinner at some spanish restaurant at clark quay.. was an experience
Hmmm everyone has grown up.. all going thru different phrase of their life..A few of my ger frenx already started studying in SIM, while some in ACCA.. while the rest started their corporate life.. but no matter wat i will nv forget DAC 22 this class!!!! the most united class in the DAC cohort =X haha but its true lah even teachers also praised us! ARGH i miss poly life.. i guess while studying in NUS i shall drop by SP to have my meals with lecturers haha even if i m going back alone.. (its not like i didn't do it before) =X woops
Hmmm anyway since yesterday had been down with fever! sianx! first time i didn't recover on my first day... haha.. n guess wat just now in the afternoon took my temp n it read 38.4~ haha but till now finally feeling much better le had sweated during my sleep! phew~
Okay now you all can sit back n enjoy this small video although it might be a little offending! but its just a video k~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9V0JOBxkGx0
Hmmm everyone has grown up.. all going thru different phrase of their life..A few of my ger frenx already started studying in SIM, while some in ACCA.. while the rest started their corporate life.. but no matter wat i will nv forget DAC 22 this class!!!! the most united class in the DAC cohort =X haha but its true lah even teachers also praised us! ARGH i miss poly life.. i guess while studying in NUS i shall drop by SP to have my meals with lecturers haha even if i m going back alone.. (its not like i didn't do it before) =X woops
Hmmm anyway since yesterday had been down with fever! sianx! first time i didn't recover on my first day... haha.. n guess wat just now in the afternoon took my temp n it read 38.4~ haha but till now finally feeling much better le had sweated during my sleep! phew~
Okay now you all can sit back n enjoy this small video although it might be a little offending! but its just a video k~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9V0JOBxkGx0
i wiSh i wiSh i wiSh ;
7:19 PM
7:19 PM
Monday, July 10, 2006
GOESSssss tOOOOOOOooooooooooooo ITALY!!!! YEAH!!!!
hmmm 1-1 draw at full time and extra time, but Italy beat a 5-3 during the penalty kicks! yeah~ 3 cheers and 3 cheers and 3 cheers for ITALY~ Hip hip Hurray! Hip Hip Hurray! HIP HIP HURRAY~
Woops =X too excited le haha anyway time to sleep! haha Lucky no work for me 2ml! =X
hmmm 1-1 draw at full time and extra time, but Italy beat a 5-3 during the penalty kicks! yeah~ 3 cheers and 3 cheers and 3 cheers for ITALY~ Hip hip Hurray! Hip Hip Hurray! HIP HIP HURRAY~
Woops =X too excited le haha anyway time to sleep! haha Lucky no work for me 2ml! =X
i wiSh i wiSh i wiSh ;
5:53 AM
5:53 AM
Thursday, July 06, 2006
6th July 2007 - SP Graduation Ceremony for us Business Students! heeee Finally our full 3 years of hardwork is now compiled into one CERT! heee
n YES can get to meet up with teachers already! miss them lots man!! Haha today is my last day of work at Unilever! Yeah next week onwards can be free from working life le..Although i have only been working 3 days per week.. the feeling of going to work is rather low~ haha maybe cuz i really still haven't prepare to settle down for corporate life ba.. hope after i graduate my mindset will change!
Hmmm n finally i managed to catch the movie, "She is the man". A funny n nice movie! enjoyed my day yesterday although during the period from 9am to 430pm, i was going thru a torture. Went for an Advance Placement Test thingy at NUS. took 2 papers, the 1st was alright but the 2nd paper was a disaster haha.. Shall wait for my results to be out on the 21st of July~ Which is also the day i m going back to NUs to take my QET (Qualify English Test) paper! sianx! ENGLISH!!!
hmmm alright better get back to work n finish everything by 12pm!! Gonna meet Marie, Meiying n Sahar at 1pm.. can't wait to gather! Tata~
n YES can get to meet up with teachers already! miss them lots man!! Haha today is my last day of work at Unilever! Yeah next week onwards can be free from working life le..Although i have only been working 3 days per week.. the feeling of going to work is rather low~ haha maybe cuz i really still haven't prepare to settle down for corporate life ba.. hope after i graduate my mindset will change!
Hmmm n finally i managed to catch the movie, "She is the man". A funny n nice movie! enjoyed my day yesterday although during the period from 9am to 430pm, i was going thru a torture. Went for an Advance Placement Test thingy at NUS. took 2 papers, the 1st was alright but the 2nd paper was a disaster haha.. Shall wait for my results to be out on the 21st of July~ Which is also the day i m going back to NUs to take my QET (Qualify English Test) paper! sianx! ENGLISH!!!
hmmm alright better get back to work n finish everything by 12pm!! Gonna meet Marie, Meiying n Sahar at 1pm.. can't wait to gather! Tata~
i wiSh i wiSh i wiSh ;
9:02 AM
9:02 AM
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
If you all have been listening, watching or surfing about our news, guess u all should know about the restriction areas for smokers w.e.f 1 July. This is one good news~
BUT!!! now the latest one is a total ridiculous change w.e.f 10 July which is~ from a 2.40 to a 2.50.. guess u all should know wat i m indicating~ its the taxi fare...... 10cent only.... is dat wat u all must be thinking? but there's more to it~ during peak hours, the sur charged increases by another $1~that makes it $2....... wat diesel oil price increase...wat crap shit is all this?! hope all taxi company go bankrupt man! u people out there dun be so stoopid to give them money lah... save it for other purpose like on food n shopping! GOSH!
Anyway, i m no 2.40 regular..just felt rather turned off with the way they change their policies. too much! haha.. okok cool cool.. hmmmmm alright shall get back to work again~ anyway thurs will be my last day of work! WEEEeee~ heee can't wait man~
BUT!!! now the latest one is a total ridiculous change w.e.f 10 July which is~ from a 2.40 to a 2.50.. guess u all should know wat i m indicating~ its the taxi fare...... 10cent only.... is dat wat u all must be thinking? but there's more to it~ during peak hours, the sur charged increases by another $1~that makes it $2....... wat diesel oil price increase...wat crap shit is all this?! hope all taxi company go bankrupt man! u people out there dun be so stoopid to give them money lah... save it for other purpose like on food n shopping! GOSH!
Anyway, i m no 2.40 regular..just felt rather turned off with the way they change their policies. too much! haha.. okok cool cool.. hmmmmm alright shall get back to work again~ anyway thurs will be my last day of work! WEEEeee~ heee can't wait man~
i wiSh i wiSh i wiSh ;
2:38 PM
2:38 PM
Monday, July 03, 2006
Once again, time flies. but still we must wake up, brush teeth, take our breakfast, go to work, lunch, work again, off work, dinner, home sweet home, relax, n finally head hits pillow! this cycle goes on n on.. haha..
But between this cycle there are also special moments, like gathering with frens, reciprocating moments in life, enjoying oneself (of cuz not alone lah), n the list goes on, depending on how active a person u r lah. haha. While as for me, had had a chalet with my sec sch frens for the past 2 days. fun of cuz! but haha there's a price to pay for! which is our sleeping hours! haha! n guess wat?! i tried to recharge my sleepless hours yesterday, till i overslept today! Suppose to leave house at 730, i woke up at 730 instead. hee. But know wat time i slept last night? 915pm, n yet i stillll can over shoot my normal 6-7 hours of sleeping. GOSH! Counting, i realised i slept for 10 hours! SUPER PIG! haha. but during the time period from 9 to 12 plus 1am, i was awake by a few phone calls! argh...but at least i know i ain't really a pig till i can't hear any phone calls yar~ haha *poof* (a sigh of relief)
hmmm oh yar had been chasing world cup matches as while, but i can't wait for 9th of July to come, cuz that's when i need not travel here and there to watch the matches! Channel 5 will be telecasting it! n most prob watching with my babies! (Serene, Joanne, Nini, and company ba) haha.. okay lah! back to work now! Bub bye~
But between this cycle there are also special moments, like gathering with frens, reciprocating moments in life, enjoying oneself (of cuz not alone lah), n the list goes on, depending on how active a person u r lah. haha. While as for me, had had a chalet with my sec sch frens for the past 2 days. fun of cuz! but haha there's a price to pay for! which is our sleeping hours! haha! n guess wat?! i tried to recharge my sleepless hours yesterday, till i overslept today! Suppose to leave house at 730, i woke up at 730 instead. hee. But know wat time i slept last night? 915pm, n yet i stillll can over shoot my normal 6-7 hours of sleeping. GOSH! Counting, i realised i slept for 10 hours! SUPER PIG! haha. but during the time period from 9 to 12 plus 1am, i was awake by a few phone calls! argh...but at least i know i ain't really a pig till i can't hear any phone calls yar~ haha *poof* (a sigh of relief)
hmmm oh yar had been chasing world cup matches as while, but i can't wait for 9th of July to come, cuz that's when i need not travel here and there to watch the matches! Channel 5 will be telecasting it! n most prob watching with my babies! (Serene, Joanne, Nini, and company ba) haha.. okay lah! back to work now! Bub bye~
i wiSh i wiSh i wiSh ;
9:06 AM
9:06 AM