Tuesday, August 30, 2005
I haven't slept at all in days
It's been so long since we've talked
And I have been here many times
I just don't know what I'm doing wrong
What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there
There's only so much I can take
And I just got to let it go
And who knows I might feel better, yeah
If I don't try and I don't hope
What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there
No more waiting, no more aching
No more fighting, no more trying
Maybe there's nothing more to say
And in a funny way I'm calm
Because the power is not mine
I'm just gonna to let it fly
What can I do to make you love me
(What can I do to make you love me)
What can I do to make you care
(What can I do to make you care)
What can I say to make you feel this
(What can I do to make you love me)
What can I do to get you there
(What can I do to make you care)
What can I do to make you love me
(What can I do to make you love me)
What can I do to make you care
(What can I do to make you care)
What can I change to make you feel this
(What can I do to make you love me)
What can I do to get you there
(What can I do to make you care)
Love me..............
It's been so long since we've talked
And I have been here many times
I just don't know what I'm doing wrong
What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there
There's only so much I can take
And I just got to let it go
And who knows I might feel better, yeah
If I don't try and I don't hope
What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there
No more waiting, no more aching
No more fighting, no more trying
Maybe there's nothing more to say
And in a funny way I'm calm
Because the power is not mine
I'm just gonna to let it fly
What can I do to make you love me
(What can I do to make you love me)
What can I do to make you care
(What can I do to make you care)
What can I say to make you feel this
(What can I do to make you love me)
What can I do to get you there
(What can I do to make you care)
What can I do to make you love me
(What can I do to make you love me)
What can I do to make you care
(What can I do to make you care)
What can I change to make you feel this
(What can I do to make you love me)
What can I do to get you there
(What can I do to make you care)
Love me..............
i wiSh i wiSh i wiSh ;
6:37 AM
6:37 AM
Sunday, August 28, 2005
hAha As i hAd sAid i wiLL stiLL wAtch thE sKy On 27~ hAHa AlthOugh i sEe nO mArs =X hmMm bUt i sAw mAny stArs!!! sO bEAuTifUl sO nicE~ At lEast yEstErdAy prOgrAmmEs pAiD Off~ iT was A dAy fULL Of lAuGhtEr wiTh mEiYinG AftEr hEr wORk at pArwAy pArAdE~ (sEe i sO gOod gO ALL thE wAy tO pArkwAy tO AccOmpAnY hEr Eat DinNEr~hAha) hmMmm As uSuAL ~thE diREctiOn idOtiCnEss Of minE "viSiTed" mE AgAin HAha i hAd forgOttEn whiCh bUs stOp tO stOp.. n tHE AdvErtiSEmEnt pRintEd On tHE bUs winDOws AddEd On tO mY idiOtiCnEss HAha i cOuldn'T sEe thE bUilDingS ArOund ME clEarlY.. n cOuldn'T dEscRibE tO MEiYing whEre wAs i..hAHa lUcky gOt pPL tO Ask.. iF NOt i wiLL bE cALLEd UpOn As A lOst ChiLd iN SinGApOrE~nOno iN mArinE pArAdE rOad ~~ whEn cAn i OVErcOmE thiS iDiOtiCnEss Of miNE n tHE phObIA Of gEttinG lOst~? HAha gUEss i wiLL hAvE tO dEpEnt On mY fREnx tO gUidE mE~ hAha..
thiS iS nOt thE End Of tHE stOry! hAHa i hAd FinnALLy ALiGhTEd At thE bUs stOp..nOw iTs timE TO FinD mEiYing'S wOrkplAcE...n FINE! i wALkEd thE wrOng diREctiOn AgAin... HAha!! mEiYinG hAd tOld mE tO "wAlk AlOng tHE rOad n wALk strAiGht"..bUt i dUNnO y i hEArd "crOss tHE rOAd n wALkEd strAiGht"..hAHa sO AftEr sOmEtimE mEiYinG cALLEd..."fAinTs" WRONG dirEctiOn dAts tHE 1st thinG dAt stRikE mE..hAHha! Oh mY GOd! n sO i hAd bEen hEr lAuGhInG stAlk whEn i FinALLy mEt Up wiTh HEr~ HAha
hmMmm nVm.. "Xi guAn jiU hAo"..hEe AlthOuGh iT wAs OnLY ThE BOth Of uS..thE niGht wAs fUn~ EncOuntErEd sOmE pAisEh thinGs LikE plAyinG wiTh bALLOons n iT bUrSt iN frOnt Of hEr fAce. n mAnY OtHErs hAha wAt A dAy~ iT hAd mAdE mE fOrgOttEn AbOut fRi's iNcidEnt~thANks tO mEiYinG!! mY OnE n OnLy dEar hAha!! woOps =X
BUT AftEr thiS blOg i hAvE gOt To stARt mY rEvisiOn fOr tuEsdAy CLAW tEst!! ArGh!! hAtE lAw~~~~~!!!! whO EvEr LikE lAws~? hmMm kEke i gO Eat DinnEr lE! bUb byE!
i wiSh i wiSh i wiSh ;
7:14 PM
7:14 PM
Friday, August 26, 2005
IT ISN'T 13th thE fRidAy riGht~?!? bUT wATs wiTh thIS fRidAy!?!? iT shOUld BE A hApPy fRidAy fOr uS hUmAn..........bUT!!!! TODAY IS FREAKING SWAY!! NOT Only mE~bUt mY frEns ArOunD mE tOo!!
- jiELin stAinEd hEr clOthEs wiTh ChiLLi
- AftEr dAt UnplEasAnt thinGs hAppEnEd tO hEr (shAn't sAy)
- wEnt tO bUgiS wiTh JAs n shAn, bUT gOt cUt bY sOme brOkEn tilEs! blEedinG lOts.....bUt miNE iSn'T dAt bAd...
- aftEr bUgiS tOok trAin tO OrchArd.. iN thE trAin...jAs's phOnE n crEdiT cArd gOt stOlEn!!! cUz qUitE crOwdEd..
- sO AftEr cAncELLinG thE phOnE LinE n thE crEdiT cArd, nO mOod To shOp..sO hEadEd hOmE...
- nEvEr miND wE tOt EvEryThinG wiLL BE OKAy AftEr dAt..shAn wEnt tO mEet HEr bOy bOy..bUt guEss wAt..On tHe trAin AgAIn hEr hP gOt stOlEn!! shE pUt iT iN HEr pOckEt..stiLL cAN gEt stOlEn.. wAt tHE.......................
- mY hP lOw bAtt sO cOuldn'T cOntAct pPl whEn i nEedEd tO......
ARGH...........................SWAY!!!!! bY thE timE i rEaChEd hOmE 9+ 10 lE.. AftEr bAth i tOt mY lEg wAs FinE lE... bUt...whiLE chAtTinG...mY mUmmY AskEd, "wAts dAt?~" dEn i lOokEd dOwn.. wAt thE...............thE fLOor wAs stAinEd wiTh blOod.. mY lEg iS stiLL blEedinG..............sO diSgUstinG..hAix..............
i wiSh i wiSh i wiSh ;
10:49 PM
10:49 PM
Thursday, August 25, 2005
hmMmm mAybE yOu ALL cAn tRy thiS OuT? gOt thiS frOm mY frEn's blOg hEe..
mY rEsULts:
You are a neurotransmitter. You believe in the
good-naturedness of man's biology and soul.
You're happy, everyone's happy, and no one will
ever take that away from you. Or else you'll
make them go insane.
Which Biological Molecule Are You?
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mY rEsULts:
You are a neurotransmitter. You believe in the
good-naturedness of man's biology and soul.
You're happy, everyone's happy, and no one will
ever take that away from you. Or else you'll
make them go insane.
Which Biological Molecule Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
i wiSh i wiSh i wiSh ;
4:58 PM
4:58 PM
Mars or Moon?
Its Mars~~We've all heard the email scam that's been around on the internet telling about this year's Mars apparition. First let's start with the myth. According to them, Mars will be 34,649,589 miles from Earth and appear as large as the full Moon in the sky! I'm sorry, but there's something wrong with that equation. Let's have a look at why...
This illustrates the size of our Earth, Moon and Mars. As you can see, Mars is about twice the size of our Moon. Now let's use some logic. We know the the Moon is approximately one quarter of a million miles away, and we know how big it appears in our sky. For Mars to appear that large, it would need to be a million miles away! No matter how close we might come , it's never going to be that close.
~rEpOrRt 1~
"The Red Planet is about to be spectacular," it says. "On Aug. 27, Mars will look as large as the full moon."
So what's true and what's false? Well, the only thing that's true is that Mars will appear beautiful in our sky.
Mars and Earth are approaching each other in their orbits, and the red planet will reach its closest point in late October. At that time, Mars will be quite brilliant in our sky – being outshone by only the sun, moon and Venus – and appearing every bit as spectacular as it did two years ago.
But as large as the full moon? Well, let's think that one out. For Mars to appear that large in our sky, it would have to approach to within 484,000 miles – or only twice the distance of the moon itself. That would indeed be impressive but, if it were to do so, its gravitational pull would – at the very least – raise tremendously destructive tides on our planet.
No, even at its closest this October, Mars will remain at a safe distance of 42.9 million miles, and will appear as a brilliant red "star" in the evening sky.
Although its closest approach is still two months away, Mars is already conspicuous in the pre-dawn sky. Before the sun rises, look for its brilliant orange light glowing among the stars high in the east. And if you aim a backyard telescope in its direction, you'll easily be able to see its bright south polar ice cap and strange dark markings on the planet's surface.
Mars and Earth are approaching each other in their orbits, and the red planet will reach its closest point in late October. At that time, Mars will be quite brilliant in our sky – being outshone by only the sun, moon and Venus – and appearing every bit as spectacular as it did two years ago.
But as large as the full moon? Well, let's think that one out. For Mars to appear that large in our sky, it would have to approach to within 484,000 miles – or only twice the distance of the moon itself. That would indeed be impressive but, if it were to do so, its gravitational pull would – at the very least – raise tremendously destructive tides on our planet.
No, even at its closest this October, Mars will remain at a safe distance of 42.9 million miles, and will appear as a brilliant red "star" in the evening sky.
Although its closest approach is still two months away, Mars is already conspicuous in the pre-dawn sky. Before the sun rises, look for its brilliant orange light glowing among the stars high in the east. And if you aim a backyard telescope in its direction, you'll easily be able to see its bright south polar ice cap and strange dark markings on the planet's surface.
~rEpOrt 2~
"You won't be able to miss the sight of Mars," Fraknoi said, "because the moon will show you right where it is."
And much earlier each evening in the days ahead, Venus and Jupiter will appear strikingly near each other on their way to their seeming rendezvous near the star Spica in the constellation Virgo, the Virgin. They can be seen less than an hour after sunset and very low in the southwestern sky.
Each night, they will be moving closer together, while Mars grows brighter.
Mars is growing brighter now because it's actually moving closer to Earth, the result of two planets traveling on different paths around the sun and at different speeds.
And much earlier each evening in the days ahead, Venus and Jupiter will appear strikingly near each other on their way to their seeming rendezvous near the star Spica in the constellation Virgo, the Virgin. They can be seen less than an hour after sunset and very low in the southwestern sky.
Each night, they will be moving closer together, while Mars grows brighter.
Mars is growing brighter now because it's actually moving closer to Earth, the result of two planets traveling on different paths around the sun and at different speeds.
Earth's orbit carries it closer to the sun than Mars at a rate of speed more than 23,000 mph faster. Because of the shorter, speedier orbit, Earth takes just 365 days to travel once around the sun. Mars needs 687 Earth days to do the same thing. So roughly every two years, Earth appears to catch up with Mars like two racers on concentric tracks, and when that happens the positions of Earth and Mars appear to lie in a straight line opposite the sun -- a lineup astronomers call opposition.
That opposition will not be complete until Oct. 31, when the two planets will be only 43 million miles apart.
Rumors are flying around the Internet that at the time of opposition Mars will be so big and bright that it will rival the moon both in size and brilliance.
The rumor is nonsense, said Fraknoi.
Rumors are flying around the Internet that at the time of opposition Mars will be so big and bright that it will rival the moon both in size and brilliance.
The rumor is nonsense, said Fraknoi.
-The End-
hAHa wOops nOw i dOubT abOut thE 27 Aug ThinGy..hmMmm BUT i dUn cArE i wiLL stiLL wAtCh thE sKy~hEe =X
i wiSh i wiSh i wiSh ;
4:20 PM
4:20 PM
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
guEss yOu ALL knOW AbOut mArs gEttinG clOsEr n clOsEr tO uS riGht~ iT wiLL brIght Up OuR skY On 27 AuGuSt At arOund 12.30am whiCh iS LikE iN 3 dAys timE!! sO bEttEr dun miSs thE chAncE cUz iT iS knOwn dAt tHE nExt timE mArs wiLL comE dAt clOsE wiLL bE LikE iN yEAr 2287 whiCh i guEss wE wUn bE ALivE~ hAha UnlEss yOu AliEn lAh =X mArs wiLL cOmE As clOse As 34.65M milEs of EarTh..And iT wiLL lOok As lArGe As thE FULL mOon tO tHe nAkEd Eye.. sO bE sUrE tO wAtCh the skY On 27 AuGuSt!!
i wiSh i wiSh i wiSh ;
9:24 AM
9:24 AM
Thursday, August 18, 2005
i wOndEr..
shOuld i? Or shOuld i nOt..whY mE?
hAix jUst fElt dAt nOthinG iS rEALLy fAiR iN thiS wOrld..
Did i mAkE tHE RiGht or wrOng stEp..
hAvE i rUin mY Own jOurnEy..
mY drEams..
i wOndEr..
i wiSh i wiSh i wiSh ;
10:18 PM
10:18 PM
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
ArGh~` rEaLLy cAnnOt stUdy At hOme.. tHE mOmEnt i dO sO.. i wiLL EiThEr stUdy rEAL hArd Or i wiLL gEt diStrActEd bY fOod, cOmpUtEr, TV shOws, n thE mOst diStRActinG iS mY BED!!!!! wOndErinG y i wOke Up sO EarlY? HAha CUZ i fELL AslEep lAst niGht At ArOund 10+..i wAs AlsO tiREd Out bY mY tUitiOn dAt Ends At 9pm..On tOp Of dAt i wAs AwAkEn bY A drEAm~ hAHa i dReAmt dAt thE bUildinG i wAs iN wAs swAyinG frOm lEft tO riGht.. iT wAs An EaRthquAck! hAiyOh i ThiNk i sEe n hEar tOo mUch nEws lE.. so scAry.. guEss iT wAs tHE nEws AbOut An EaRthquAck dAt hiT jApAn.. dAt tRiggEr thiS drEAm Of minE..hAha lAme.. kEke.. hmMmm dEspitE wE ArE OnLy A smALL dOt On tHE glObAl wE rEaLLy ArE LuCky, n sAve iN mAnY wAys As cOmpArEd tO thE OutSidE wOrld...sO prOud tO BE A SingApOrEAn! hEe..
hmMmm 2mL wiLL bE hAvinG AnOthEr tEst! AFA..thE mOduLe dAt i fEar mOst..iTs A mOduLe dAt yOU EitHEr scOrE vEry wELL Or yOu drOp RiGht To te bOttOm.. ARGH!! i dUn wAn To lEt hIStOry tAkEs iT plAcE!! i wAn To AiM fOr An EiGhty iF cAn A NinEty..HAHa jUst kiDdinG lAh.. i jUSt wAnnA scORE wELL i wAn At lEast A B..jUst wiSh mE gOod lUck hEe..
wOops!! mY stOmAch iS plAYinG sOme mUSiC..hAHa iTs cALLinG fOR fOod! =X hEe i guEss i gOt tO gEt GOinG tOo~ bUb byE fREnx!
i wiSh i wiSh i wiSh ;
5:47 AM
5:47 AM
Sunday, August 14, 2005
I=Irritating
A=Accounting
P=Project
HAha wAt An ElEctivE i hAd chOsEn!! ~~~ArGh..hEadAchE FYP..spEnt thE whOlE AftErnOon FigUrinG thE EntRiEs n OrgAniSinG thE FilEs..bUt dEspitE tHE fAct dAt i havEn'T tOtALLy cOmplEtE mY pArt..i fElt A sEnsE Of AccOmpLiShmEnt.. As i FinALLY knOw thE mOst bAsiC ThinG AbOUt wAt tHE prOjEct iS gOinG.. HAha~~~ iTs A gOod mOtivAtiOn fOR mE tO gEt thE bALL rOLLinG..2mL iS CF tEst n i m nOw hEre blOgGinG =X HAha cAn'T rEALLy FinD thE mOod tO mEmOrisE yEt..=X bUt i jUsT wannA sAy sORry tO sOmEOne.. hAd mAdE hEr gO mAd wiTh ALL mY stOopiD quEs =X wUn GivE yOu sO mUch hEadAchE lE k? hEe..
wOops mY brOtHEr shOutinG At mE!!! hE wAnnA uSe lE bUb BYE!~!
A=Accounting
P=Project
HAha wAt An ElEctivE i hAd chOsEn!! ~~~ArGh..hEadAchE FYP..spEnt thE whOlE AftErnOon FigUrinG thE EntRiEs n OrgAniSinG thE FilEs..bUt dEspitE tHE fAct dAt i havEn'T tOtALLy cOmplEtE mY pArt..i fElt A sEnsE Of AccOmpLiShmEnt.. As i FinALLY knOw thE mOst bAsiC ThinG AbOUt wAt tHE prOjEct iS gOinG.. HAha~~~ iTs A gOod mOtivAtiOn fOR mE tO gEt thE bALL rOLLinG..2mL iS CF tEst n i m nOw hEre blOgGinG =X HAha cAn'T rEALLy FinD thE mOod tO mEmOrisE yEt..=X bUt i jUsT wannA sAy sORry tO sOmEOne.. hAd mAdE hEr gO mAd wiTh ALL mY stOopiD quEs =X wUn GivE yOu sO mUch hEadAchE lE k? hEe..
wOops mY brOtHEr shOutinG At mE!!! hE wAnnA uSe lE bUb BYE!~!
i wiSh i wiSh i wiSh ;
9:05 PM
9:05 PM
Saturday, August 13, 2005
iTs bEen A whiLE sincE i lAst blOg? wAs rAthEr tiGht dOwn wiTh thE stUdYinG Of yEstErdAy's aUdiT tEst..(1st CA fOr thE nEw tErm---mOrE ArE cOminG Up nExt wEek whiCh iS thiS cOminG mOndAy's cOrpOrAte FinAncE tEst!!) Oh gOsh "strEss" iS thE OnLy wOrd dAt cAn dEscRibE mY fEeLinGS fOr tHE pAst fEw dAys..wiTh thE ADdiCtiOn Of wEiGht "wEiGhinG dOwn On mY shOuldErs..iTs wAs stiLL AchinG bAdLy SincE lAst wEek..ARGH!!! jUst fEeL LikE thrOWinG mY Arms AwAy! n fOr gOodnEss sAkE...whEn i stARt gEttinG strEss mY stOmAch wiLL stARt tO plAy "mUsic" iT jUst LikE tO "drUm" mE sO mUch dAt i hAd TO gO tO tHE lOo 4 timEs yEstErdAy!! ARGH...stOopiD stOOpid stOopid...
bUt i knOW i m nOt tHE OnLy OnE fEeLinG strEss.. hAha AlmOst 3 quArtEr Of tHE clAss Didn'T tUrn Up fOR yEstErdAy's tUtOriAl.. thE fiRst tUtOriAl At 9 wAsn't dAt bAd..9 Out Of 19 wEnt iNclUdinG mE hEe..bUt whEn iT cOmEs tO thE 2nd tUtOriAl whiCh iS frOm 2 tO 4, whiCh AlsO mEan strAiGht AFtEr OuR tUtOriAl wE gOt tO rUsh tO OuR tEst vEnuE~OnLy 3 Of uS (AzRinAh, shAikA n mE) wEnT fOr thE tUtOriAl! HAha cAN yOU imAginE thE scEnE? tEachEr wAS rAthEr diSAppOintEd bUt shE knOws dAt wE wEre stUdyinG fOr thE tEst..n Of cUz shE Didn'T tAkE Up thE whOlE 2 hOurs jUst gOnE thRu As fAst As shE cAn n EndEd tHE tUtOriAl wiThiN hAlf n hOur =)
AftEr hAndinG Up tHE tEst pApEr..i fELt As iF A 10 kG lOad On mY shOuldErs hAd bEen liFtEd Off! At lEast i wAs fEeLinG LiGhtEr fOr OncE~ hmMmm bUt lAtEr iN tHE AftErnOon gOt tO chiOng fOr mOndAy's CF tEst!! wiSh mE lUck! gOt tO dO sOmE ThinGs bE4 i lEavE fOr mY tUtiOn At 820am.. bUb byE frEnx
i wiSh i wiSh i wiSh ;
7:03 AM
7:03 AM
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
hAHa gUEss wAt~?! iN thE End i wEnt OuT! iT wAs LikE 4.50pm LikE dAt dEn i rEcEivEd A cALL frOm jAsminE~ shE kEep PhYscO mE tO gO sEe firEwOrks wiTh mEiYinG n bErRy..hAha bUt At tHE bEGinnInG i kEep rEjEctinG...i hAve AlsO rEjEctEd AnOtHEr frEn's rEquEst whEn hE hAd Ask mE On sUndAy..hAha cUz iTs LikE sO lAzY tO gO Out..n i wAnnA wAtCh thE shOotInG stAr..bUt tHE sUpErstAr's cOncErt At mArinA sOuth kEep flAshinG iN mY minD!! dAts whEn mY MinD stARts tO "wAvEr" i bEgAn tO ThiNk twicE..jAsminE CONtinUEs tO PhYscO mE fOr AbOUt 5 minS pluS..bUt dUrinG dAt timE i wAs At 888's KFC wiTh AzRinAh cUz shE nEEds tO cOpY my nOtEs ...n i wAs LikE wEarinG A shOrts, plAin tOp, n sLiPpErs!! bUt iF i gOnnA mEet thEm i dUn fEeL LiKE gOinG hOmE! cUz mY mUmmY dUn wAnnA mE tO gO thOsE plAcEs..sHE sAid, " gO sQuEezE wiTh tHE crOwds fOr wAt..stAy At hOmE n wAtch lAh..bEttEr viEw sOmEmOrE..lAtEr GO hOmE VEry lAtE...." n shE gOEs On n On.. HAha..
OkAy lEts gO bAck tO jAsminE! AftEr PhyscOinG fOr AbOut 10 mins shE gOt A sEcOnd LinE..sO i hAng Up tHE phOne....n....dAt wAs whEn i REALLY hEstitAtE.. i kEep AskinG AzRinAh shOulD i gO Anot..dEn sHE sAid Up tO mE... HAha dEn i tOt tO mYsElf,"EvEn iF i Go hOmE, i wUn dO mUch bUt jUst SiT iNfrOnt Of thE tV..mOrEOvEr, tHE cOncErt At mArinA sOuTh wiLl nOt be tElEcAst On tV...sOoo.....dEn........................HAha dEn..mY MinD GOEs, "HOW?!!?! NDP stArTinG iN hAlF An hOur timEs! HOW~?!~?" HAha dEn FINALLY..i cALLEd mY dAddY (iNstEAd Of mY mUmmY =X)..."hELLo? dAddY Ah...Erh i GOinG TO wAtch NDP k? i nOt gOinG hOME fOR DinNEr lE.." hAHa bUt hE bOuGht bAck DinNEr lE n wAntEd mE To HAve thEm 1st.. dEn i tOld hiM mY fREnx ArE On thEiR wAy AlrEady..hAHa sO hE sAid, "OkAy lOh..yOU jUst rEm tO bUY fOod tO Eat n tAkE cArE." hAha n i cAn hEar mY mUmmY mUmBlinG bEhinD..HAha dEn mY dAddy jUst fAstEr pUt dOwn.. sO gOod Of hiM..hAHa iF iTs mY mUmmY whO AnswErs tHE cALL i ThiNk i gOnnA EnD Up wALkinG hOmE ObEdiEntLy.. HAHa..bUt bY thE timE i bOARd thE trAin iT wAs LiKE 520 AlrEaDy.. n At EAch stAtiOn..grOups Of mAlAys fiLLEd thE cAbiN.. hAha.. sO "scAry"
hmMmm sO bY thE timE i mEet Up wiTh jAsminE At sOmErsEt's lAst cAbiN iT wAs LikE 5 miNs tO 6..n wE mEet mEiYinG n bErRy At mArinA bAy.. bUt lAtEr wE tOok tHE tRain bAck To CiTy hALL.FirStLy, wE Didn'T knOw whEre ExActLy IS mArinA sOuth.. n wE hEstitAtEd AwhiLE At mArinA bAy bE4 jAsmiNE n i ThiNk dAT mArinA sOuth iS At ExplAnAdE ArEa..hAHa pArtLy ALsO cUZ wE sAw mAnY PpL ALiGhtInG At City hALL =/ hAHa bUt..OvEr At CiTy hALL wE dEcidEd tO wALk tO ExpLAnAdE thRu tHE mAiN rOAd ArEA iNstEAd Of pAssinG thRu ciTy LiNk.. hAHa bUt thE rOAd wAs bLoCkEd!! sO jAsmiNE tOok uS tHE OtEHr wAy whiCh mEans we gOt tO wALK A sUpEr biG rOund..whEre iN thE EnD wE EnDEd Up At sUntEc ciTy mAiN EntRAncE frOm thE CiTy LiNk OvErhEad bRidgE (hAha hOpE yOu ALL cAN figURe OuT whEre lAh..)
OkAy lEts gO bAck tO jAsminE! AftEr PhyscOinG fOr AbOut 10 mins shE gOt A sEcOnd LinE..sO i hAng Up tHE phOne....n....dAt wAs whEn i REALLY hEstitAtE.. i kEep AskinG AzRinAh shOulD i gO Anot..dEn sHE sAid Up tO mE... HAha dEn i tOt tO mYsElf,"EvEn iF i Go hOmE, i wUn dO mUch bUt jUst SiT iNfrOnt Of thE tV..mOrEOvEr, tHE cOncErt At mArinA sOuTh wiLl nOt be tElEcAst On tV...sOoo.....dEn........................HAha dEn..mY MinD GOEs, "HOW?!!?! NDP stArTinG iN hAlF An hOur timEs! HOW~?!~?" HAha dEn FINALLY..i cALLEd mY dAddY (iNstEAd Of mY mUmmY =X)..."hELLo? dAddY Ah...Erh i GOinG TO wAtch NDP k? i nOt gOinG hOME fOR DinNEr lE.." hAHa bUt hE bOuGht bAck DinNEr lE n wAntEd mE To HAve thEm 1st.. dEn i tOld hiM mY fREnx ArE On thEiR wAy AlrEady..hAHa sO hE sAid, "OkAy lOh..yOU jUst rEm tO bUY fOod tO Eat n tAkE cArE." hAha n i cAn hEar mY mUmmY mUmBlinG bEhinD..HAha dEn mY dAddy jUst fAstEr pUt dOwn.. sO gOod Of hiM..hAHa iF iTs mY mUmmY whO AnswErs tHE cALL i ThiNk i gOnnA EnD Up wALkinG hOmE ObEdiEntLy.. HAHa..bUt bY thE timE i bOARd thE trAin iT wAs LiKE 520 AlrEaDy.. n At EAch stAtiOn..grOups Of mAlAys fiLLEd thE cAbiN.. hAha.. sO "scAry"
hmMmm sO bY thE timE i mEet Up wiTh jAsminE At sOmErsEt's lAst cAbiN iT wAs LikE 5 miNs tO 6..n wE mEet mEiYinG n bErRy At mArinA bAy.. bUt lAtEr wE tOok tHE tRain bAck To CiTy hALL.FirStLy, wE Didn'T knOw whEre ExActLy IS mArinA sOuth.. n wE hEstitAtEd AwhiLE At mArinA bAy bE4 jAsmiNE n i ThiNk dAT mArinA sOuth iS At ExplAnAdE ArEa..hAHa pArtLy ALsO cUZ wE sAw mAnY PpL ALiGhtInG At City hALL =/ hAHa bUt..OvEr At CiTy hALL wE dEcidEd tO wALk tO ExpLAnAdE thRu tHE mAiN rOAd ArEA iNstEAd Of pAssinG thRu ciTy LiNk.. hAHa bUt thE rOAd wAs bLoCkEd!! sO jAsmiNE tOok uS tHE OtEHr wAy whiCh mEans we gOt tO wALK A sUpEr biG rOund..whEre iN thE EnD wE EnDEd Up At sUntEc ciTy mAiN EntRAncE frOm thE CiTy LiNk OvErhEad bRidgE (hAha hOpE yOu ALL cAN figURe OuT whEre lAh..)
hAHa bUt AlOnG thE wAy wE gEt TO sEe thOsE ArmY tRuCks whEre tHE "Ah pEnG kOrs" (Erh ARmY gUYs i mEan) cAmOuflAgEd iN thEir ArmY sUits n grEen mAkE Ups.. AHha rEaLLy cAn'T nOticE thEm frOm fAr.. sO cOol!! ThiNk dATs whEn tHEy ArE thE MOst shuAi..HAha cUz cAn't sEe thEir fAcEs =X wOops hAHa lAtEr tHEy uSe thEir RiflEs tO shOot mE Ah!! =X hmmMm wE tOok LiKe 1 HOur plUs tO rEAch ExplAnAdE..cAN yOu iMAGinE hOw fAr wE wALkEd? cUZ mOSt Of tHe rOAds wErE bLOCkEd cAn'T EvEn dO pEdEstriAn crOssinG..Oh mY.. dEn OvEr At ExplAnAdE sQuEezEd n sQuEezEd UntiL wE FinALLy sEttlE At A plAcE.. As uSuALLy n ExpEctEd tHEre ArE mAnY bAnGlAs! =X Oh yAr dEn On tHE wAy To ExplAnadE wE tOok A piCtUre i thE miDdLE Of thE rOAd~hAHa As if iT wAs OuRs..cUz tHE rOads wEre blOckEd yOu sEe sO mUst "Act ACt mAh" =X HAha sO mAnY lAuGhTErs AlOng Our jOurnEys.. sO fUn~
bY tHE timE wE rEachEd ExplAnadE iTs Like 715, 720 LikE dAt..hAha sO tiRinG..n FinALLy iT stRUck 8pm! dAts wAt EvEryOne iS wAiTinG fOr! n mAnAgEd to rEcOrd thE fIrEwOrk!! sO nicE! sOoo sOoo nicE! dUnnnO cAn lEt YOu ALL sEe AnOt.. hmMMm bUt After tHE fiRewOrks i bEgAn tO dOubT..whEthEr wE wEre At thE riGht plAcE!!! Oh mY.. n BINGO! wE wEre stAnding iN frOnt Of tHe wrOng stAgE! mArina sOuTh wAs rEALLy At mARinA bAy~~~ Oh MY GOd.... sO jAsminE sAid she knOw whEre..sO wE fOLLOwEd hEr tO thE OthEr End..bUt wrOng~~n iTs LiKE 830 AlrEady..tHe cOncErt stARts At 8~ sO i tOld HEr nvm lAh.. nO nEed tO Go AlrEady..hAHa Oh yAr dEn whEn i tOld mEiYinG dAt thiS dOn't lOok LiKE tHE plAcE dAt wE wAnnA gO.. hAha dEn jAs iNSistEd iT iS sO thEy bEt $5 ..hAHa sO tHE FinAL OuTcOmE wAs dAt mEiYinG gOt tHe $5 HAha..sO fUnnY..
OncE wE rEAchEd thE dEad End.. FinALLy jAsmiNE AskEd sOmEOnE hOw wE gEt tHEre.. we wEre UndEr thE 2 hiGhwAy bridgE! sO wE GOt tO crOssEd OvEr tHE bRidgE tO thE OtHEr siDe!!! Oh mY AnOthEr lOng lOng jOurnEy! hAha n iTs mY firSt timE wAlKing AlOng dAt LOng lOng n biG hiGhwAy! hmMm wE sAng AlOnG OuR wAy.. HAha n iTs NOt OvEr.. wE rEachEd tEH OtEHr SidE Of tHE bRidgE ALrEadY ..wE SiGh iN rEliEvEd,, HAha!!! BUT -N-O- nO!! wE stiLL nEed tO wALk AnOtHEr 10 tO 15 miNS bE4 wE rEAch tHe ActuALy plAcE!! Oh mY!! bY thE timE wE rEAchEd tHE stAgE iTs LiKE 915? wOw.... LikE tHE shOw "jOurnEy tO tHE wEst" frOm OnE pLAcE To AnOthEr wE qUiTE A fEw ObstAclEs AlOng tEH jOurnEy.. HAha n i wAs LiKe ThiNkinG i dUN HAvE tHE chANcE tO sEe mY sUpErstAr s alrEady.Erh ActUaLLy Is sEe dERriCk n kELLy =X HAha. bUt iT qAs qUizE dAt mAdE uS stAy HAha hE sO shuAi ~~
n wE Didn'T wAstE OuR jOurnEy!!! qiU zE's EvEnt wAs thE 1st OnE.. thEy stArtEd thEir cOncErt A LiTtLe lAtE~ wEeeeee sO iT mEans i cAn sEe mY dErRiCk n kELLy ~wEeee =D HAHa AlthOuGh iT wAs rEALLy tiRinG .. iTs wAs A fUn n wOrth wELL dAy! OkAy bUt thEre's sOmEthiNg i mUst shArE~iTs AbOut hOw strAiGht fOrwARd SingApOrEans ArE~iT GOEs LikE thiS tHEre wEre LikE 6 gUEsts SinGinG iN thE cOncErt, qiU zE wAs ThE 1st, 2nd sOme mAlay grOup whO sinGs, n rAp..dEn fOllOw bY iNdOnEsiA's idOl, n FinALLy tHE "jUE dUi sUpErstAr"..tHE OtHEr 2 i fORgEt tHEir nAmEs lE.. =X hAHa iT wAs rAtHEr crOwdEd At firSt n whEn tHE sUpErstArs EndEd thEir SinginG..EvEryOnE stArEd TO mOvE...Oh n iTs rEALLy mOst Of thE crOwds..n whEn thE 2nd lAst gUEst cAmE Out.. EvEryOne wAs bUsy LeAvinG whiLE hE tRiEd tO Ask The crOwd tO EchO wiTh hiM =X hAha sUch A sAd cAsE riGht.. bUt lUckY lEft wE 2 gUEsts iF mOrE thAn dAT iT wiLL bE A diSappOintmEnt! hAha.."tYpicAl" SingApOrEAns..
sO AftEr tHE cOncErt wE FinaLLy cAn SiT dOWn n Eat Our DinnEr hAha! wE wEnt tO lAu pA sA tO Eat..n tOOk tHe lAst tRAin hOme whiCh iS tHe 12.08 trAin..hAHa tirEd+fUn+mEmOrAbLE...hAHah KEke mE wAnnA drOp dEad On mY bEd lE!!! mY hAiR iS dRy tOo! niGhts frEnx.. hAHa n gUEsS tOdAy's pOst iS tHE lOngEst =X HAha pAisEh Ah~
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1:26 AM
1:26 AM
Monday, August 08, 2005
jUst fEeLinG sO rEstlEss thE whOlE dAy!! wEnt tO sChOol EarLy bUt Didn'T AttEnd lEctUrE =( NO MOOD dAts ALL dAt i cAn sAy!! hAix..dUn fEeL LikE gOinG tO sChOoL..dUn wAnnA dO AnYthiNg..bUt jUst slAck sOmEwhEre..EvEn iF iTs iN thE tOilEt i dUn minD! AlthOuGh 2mL iS nAtiOnAL dAy A pUbliC hOliday i dUn ThiNk i m gOinG Out..nO mOod......bUt gOnnA jOg tiLL i drOp iN thE mOrninG wiTh AzRinAh!
mY shOuldErs ArE fEeLinG rAtHEr stiFF fOr qUiTE sOMetiME AlrEady cOulDn'T slEep wELL..dEn dO tOo mUch wRiTinG thEy wiLL sOuR..ArGh.....sO F*** Up~ cAn sOMeOnE hElP mE mAssAgE!!?!?!?? hAix.....
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11:26 PM
11:26 PM
Sunday, August 07, 2005
hEe i FinD thiS qUitE tRuE fOR mE~ minE iS thE SidE slEepEr wiTh OnE knEe bEndEd..thE lAst 2 sEntEncEs sO truE AbOut mE gEttinG nErvOus EasiLy n gEts ExcitEd EasiLy EvEn OvEr smALL mAttErs~ hAha hmMmm jUst wAnnA sharE wiTh yOu gUys lOh..hOpE yOU ALL gOt thE "AnswErs" yOu ALL wAn~ hEe dEn shAre wiTh mE whiCh iS yOurs lEh..gO tO tHE "OTHER" OptiOn tO tAg mE lEh~ hEe mY tAGgy vEry bOrinG lEh..wAnnA makE mOrE frEnx =P thAnks!!
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5:14 PM
5:14 PM
Saturday, August 06, 2005
bOoO!! scArEd?~ hAha kEKe.. hmMm yEstErdAy wAs thE 1st dAy Of thE "7" mOnth..sO frEnz fOr tHE cOminG 13 dAys n tOdAy..dUn AlwAys gO Out tOo lAtE =) bE gOod bOys n gErs LikE mE~~ =X
OkAy lEts tOk AbOut yEstErdAy..hmMmm AftEr sChOol wEnt tO jUrOng pOinT wiTh shAikA n Li ChiN..bUt ArOunD 640 shAikA lEft..dEn Li ChiN n i wEnt tO EaT OuR DinnEr At thE fOod cOuRt..dEn whEn wE wEre AbOut tO Eat FiniSh OuR mEal..sUddENLy A GUy (qUitE biG sizE =X) AsK uS whEtHEr AnYONE siTtinG bEsidE mE...n hE wAs rEadY tO pUt hiS bAg On dAt chAiR EvEn bE4 wE hAvE timE TO rEply hiM.. HAHa sO wE hAd NO chOIcE bUt tO shAkE OuR hEAds..dEn whEn hE wEnt tO bUY hiS fOOd i wAs LikE "dUh" wE Are ABOut tO fiNiSh OuR fOOd AlrEady lOh.. y cAn'T hE wAiT A whiLE mOrE..hAHa hE wAnts uS tO hELp hiM tAkE cARE hiS bAg iSsiT.. =/ i dUN miNd shARinG siTs wiTh pEOplE..bUT iTs NOt rEALLY dAt crOwdEd n dUn hE hAs A Li++LE pAtiEnt? hAHa kEKe lAh.. ThiNk tOo prEjUdiCE tOwArds gUys LikE hiM dAt dOEsn'T hAs pAtiEnt..=X sO wE qUiCkLy FiniSh OuR lAst mOuth n lEft bE4 hE cOmEs bAck..hAha..
AftEr dAt wE wEnt tO thE LiB tO stUdY SincE wE hAvE mOrE tHAn An hOur bE4 Li chiN mEets HEr brOtHEr At krAnji tO gO bAck tO mAlAysiA..bUt OnE thiNG nOt gOod AbOut jUrOnG pOinT LiB iS dAt tHerE ArE nO tAbLEs..sO pAthEtiC n sElfiSh! =X BUT OncE wE sEttLE dOwn..wE stArTEd tO ChiT chAt..hAHa OnLy UntiL tHE lAst hAlF AN hOur dEn wE cOncEntrAtE On OuR rEAdInG =X hAHa~~ wE jUSt cAn'T stOp tOkinG =X
dEn whEn On thE tRAiN bAck At krAnJi stAtiOn, Li ChiN lEfT n An Old mAn cAmE iN..........n hE wAs LikE rAiSinG hiS vOicE n sEem tO bE scOldinG sOmEOnE sO i tOok A pEep =X hE wAs piN-pOinTinG sOmEOnE..Or shOUld i sAy nOOnE..At thE sit iN frOnt Of hiM..bUt ActUALLY hE wAs jUst cOmplAininG AbOuT sOmEthinG tO dO wiTh thE gOvErnmEnt.. hAha sO cUtE..dEn thOsE pEOplE siTtinG iN dAt rOw wEre LikE "prEtEnding" TO slEep..sO fUnnY..bUt AftEr 2 stOps i drOppEd dOwn.. sO i dUnnO wAt hAppEnEd nExt..bUt iT wAs lUCky dAt iT hApPEnEd iN tHE mRt.. iF iTS LIKE whEn On tHE wAy bAck i ThiNk i wiLL bE scArEd Out Of mY wiT.. =X sO mOrAl of thE stOry dUn gO hOmE tOo lAtE hEe..
OkAy thE End!! n iTs timE fOr mE tO prepArE fOr mY mOrninG tUitiOn sOon.. bUb byE..
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7:48 AM
7:48 AM
Friday, August 05, 2005
hAha sOOo bOrEd UntiL i brOwSEd fOr sOmE iNtErEstinG fActs AbOuT bAnAnAs~ mY fAvOuRitE frUit =) hEre iT gOEs~
- Bananas have been grown and cultivated as a food source for a million years
- There is no such thing as a banana tree. Bananas grow on plants
- Banana is a good source of Vitamin C, fiber, and potassium
- The vitamin C in bananas helps your body to heal and defend against infections. Vitamin C also is valuable in the absorption of iron, synthesis of connective tissue, and blood formation.
- The good source of potassium from bananas is helpful for your body to maintain the fluid balance in blood and tissue cells. Potassium is also an essential mineral for protein synthesis and the building of muscle because it stimulates nerve impulses for muscle contraction.
- Bananas have no fat, cholesterol or sodium
- Bananas are great for athletic and fitness activity because they replenish necessary carbohydrates, glycogen and body fluids burned during exercise
- Bananas contain more digestible carbohydrates than any other fruit. The advantage is that the body burns off calories from carbohydrates more quickly and easily than calories from protein or fat.
- On average, some 150 bananas grow on each stem
- A cluster of bananas is from 4 to 8 individual fruits
- Because the banana stalk is not woody and is 93% water, even moderate winds can blow down a plant. To help prevent such damage each plant is propped with sturdy poles or overhead cables
- The fruit is ready to be harvested 8-10 weeks after its appearance on the plant
In order to ripen a green or green-tipped banana in your home, place it in a brown paper bag for a couple of hours
- It’s possible to hasten the ripening process of other fruits and vegetables by placing them in a brown paper bag overnight with several ripe bananas
- Banana peel has its uses as well. The peeling makes a good fertilizer for rose bushes. Simply dig a hole near the rose bush and bury the peeling
- Dropping or squeezing bananas can cause bruising
sO iF yOu wAnnA plAnt yOur Own bEd Of rOsEs rEmEmbEr tO Eat bAnAnas tO fEed yOursElf n yOuR rOsE~LivE A hEALthY LifEstylE..stArT EaTinG bAnAnAs~iTs nOt fATtEninG! hAha n iT gEts hUrt EasiLy LikE hUmAns sO hAnDLE iT wiTh cArE hEe =P
Oh yAr AnOthEr Thing i lOvE AbOuT bAnAnAs iS dAt thEy mAke mE smiLE!! dUn yOu fEeL thE sAmE tOo ? thE crEsEnt shApE iT hAs jUst LiKE A smiLEy fAcE..iN AdditiOn iTS yELLOw sKiN thAt bRinGs OuT "shinE"..fURthErmOrE i fOrgOttEn whEre i rEad iT frOm..iT sAys dAt whEn OnE iS fEELinG dEprEssEd jUst bY EaTinG bAnanAs yOu wiLL fEeL mUch mUch bEtTEr n iT dOEs wOrk fOR mE~ sO nO hArm GiVinG iT a tRy~ hAha bUt Of cUz iTs bEst dAt EvErYdAy for yOu wiLL BE A hAPPy dAy lAh~
kEke..i ThiNk i bEttEr stOp lE HAha i hAvE gOttEn tOo ExCitEd AbOut B.A.N.A.N.A.S =X *fOrGivE mE * =P OkAy EnOuGh Of rEStinG! bUb byE~ lAtEr stiLL hAvE sChOol tiLL 5! bUt lUckY AUdiT tUtOriAl At 9 hAs bEen cAncELLEd sO nExt lEssOn stArts 1pm~ wEee~ bUb byE!!
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7:49 AM
7:49 AM
Thursday, August 04, 2005
gOt bAck mY AFA tEst pApEr..hA...ScOrEd 50/100!!! wAt thE.....On thE dOt...wOrSt stiLL tEAchEr hELp mE pULL Up mY mArks tO 50...A pAthEtiC 50...wAs rEALLy rEaLLy sAd n diSAPpOintEd wiTh mYsELF..i gUEss i diSaPpOintEd tEachEr tOo =( mY tErm 1 CAs ALL Didn'T dO wELL.. wAt thE hAck...ARGH~!!! i knOW i shOulDn'T brOod OvEr iT..i mUst lOok AhEad.. scOre wELL fOR tErm 2 CAs..hAix..i jUst nEed timE tO "rEcOvEr" frOm thiS AftErmAtHs..hA..OkAy.. mE gO dO mY tUtOriAls n tRy tO rEdO thE tEst qUEstiOn..!!!!
~~~i.c.a.n.d.o.i.t~~~*slOgOn fOr thE dAy..hAha..cAn fiGUrE OuT AnOt?
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10:35 PM
10:35 PM
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
"mAy OuR "pOwErs" cOmbinE =X"
Oh mY gOd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i FinALLy cAn pUt piCtUrEs iN mY blOgGy!!!!! HAhhaa sOOOooo hApPy!! nOw i gUEss mY bLOg wUn BE sO bOrinG wiTh jUst ALL wOrdS lE~ hEe!!! AnywAy thEse ArE sOmE Of thE sEntOsA piCs wE tOok dURinG OuR sO cALLEd "clAss gAThErinG" dUrinG OuR OnE wEek brEAk.. jUst thE pAthEtiC 5 Of uS n mY Li++lE vOllEybALL~~ HAha.. bUT As i hAd sAid wE hAd EnjOyEd Our dAy OuT~hmMMm kEke shALL tAkE mOrE piCs n put thEm Up iN mY blOgGy hEe~ bUb byE i gO dO mY thinGs lE~lAtEr gOt sOmE Li++Le sUrpRisE fOR sOmEOnE SpEciAL~~*sSsshHhhhh*
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6:42 AM
6:42 AM
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
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6:31 PM
6:31 PM
Monday, August 01, 2005
On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy. I was a strong and happy bridegroom.
This was the scene of ten years ago.
The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid, I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affections between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school.
Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.
Dew came into my life.
It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her.
Dew said, You are the kind of man who best draws girls attention. Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we just married, my wife said, Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls. Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife. But I couldn t help doing so.
I moved Dew's hands aside and said, You go to select some furniture, O.K.? I ve got something to do in the company. Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised her to go and see with her. At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me.
However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt. Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon. Then we watched TV together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew's body. This was the means of my entertainment.
One day I said to her in a slight joking way, suppose we divorce, what will you do? She stared at me for a few seconds without a word. Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her. I couldn t imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious.
When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking with her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes.
Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more.
When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. I ve got something to tell you, I said.
She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want to divorce. I raised a serious topic calmly.
She didn t seem to be much annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I'm serious. I avoided her question. This so-called answer turned her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!
At that night, we didn t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew.
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart. The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said.
Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.
A late night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fell asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again.
She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn t want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one month s time before divorce, and in the month s time we must live as normal life as possible. Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn t want him to see our marriage was broken.
She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day? This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me. I nodded and said, I remember . You carried me in your arms , she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning.
I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage with a romantic form.
I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable.
My wife and I hadn t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out for the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don t tell our son. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for bus, I drove to office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time. I found she was not young any more. There were some fine wrinkles on her face.
On the third day, she whispered to me, The outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Dew became vague.
On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc. I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger.
I didn't tell Dew about this.
I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now.
She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, All my dresses have grown fatter. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. Again, I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head.
Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it's time to carry mum out. He said. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.
On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. She said, Actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old.
I held her tightly and said, Both you and I didn't notice that our life was lack of such intimacy.
I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm serious.
She looked at me, astonished. Then she touched my forehead. You got no fever, she said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I can only say sorry to you.
I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of life, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you.Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove to the office.
When I passed by the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favourite. The salesgirl asked me to write the greetings on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until we are old.
This was the scene of ten years ago.
The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid, I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affections between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school.
Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.
Dew came into my life.
It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her.
Dew said, You are the kind of man who best draws girls attention. Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we just married, my wife said, Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls. Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife. But I couldn t help doing so.
I moved Dew's hands aside and said, You go to select some furniture, O.K.? I ve got something to do in the company. Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised her to go and see with her. At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me.
However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt. Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon. Then we watched TV together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew's body. This was the means of my entertainment.
One day I said to her in a slight joking way, suppose we divorce, what will you do? She stared at me for a few seconds without a word. Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her. I couldn t imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious.
When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking with her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes.
Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more.
When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. I ve got something to tell you, I said.
She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want to divorce. I raised a serious topic calmly.
She didn t seem to be much annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I'm serious. I avoided her question. This so-called answer turned her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!
At that night, we didn t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew.
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart. The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said.
Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.
A late night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fell asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again.
She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn t want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one month s time before divorce, and in the month s time we must live as normal life as possible. Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn t want him to see our marriage was broken.
She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day? This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me. I nodded and said, I remember . You carried me in your arms , she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning.
I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage with a romantic form.
I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable.
My wife and I hadn t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out for the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don t tell our son. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for bus, I drove to office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time. I found she was not young any more. There were some fine wrinkles on her face.
On the third day, she whispered to me, The outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Dew became vague.
On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc. I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger.
I didn't tell Dew about this.
I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now.
She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, All my dresses have grown fatter. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. Again, I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head.
Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it's time to carry mum out. He said. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.
On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. She said, Actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old.
I held her tightly and said, Both you and I didn't notice that our life was lack of such intimacy.
I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm serious.
She looked at me, astonished. Then she touched my forehead. You got no fever, she said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I can only say sorry to you.
I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of life, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you.Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove to the office.
When I passed by the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favourite. The salesgirl asked me to write the greetings on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until we are old.
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